how do you let go of something you never really had in the first place?

but what if it was something you had to begin with?

This is on myspace...but daddy Ryan said I needed to update my shit!

You're NOT a Lesbian!

Ahhh…the infamous line I hear every now and again by guys who perhaps are jealous of what I CAN and/or what they CAN’T do for a girl. A guy friend of mine (who shall remain nameless) recently told me that he was convinced that my being lesbian is only because I “haven’t found the right man,” or in the most prime expression, “All you need is a good fuck.” What is it about these so called “manly men” (or whatever they refer to themselves as) that make them think I am any less lesbian than they are straight? Lesbians get enough flack for the supposed crime of ‘man hating,’ now I have to put up with this shit? HELLO…women who truly hate men are actually those who live with them or date them even, like girlfriends. Try talking to a girl whose been dumped or cheated on by a guy…and you’ll see what I mean. So why am I accused of it? I don’t hate them, I don’t not hate them. In fact, me being a lesbian has nothing to do with men… It’s all about loving women. Let me repeat that just incase… IT’S ALL ABOUT LOVING WOMEN! So to these guys who are doubtful that I’m a lesbian…I’m sorry you feel that way. I am who I am and I don't need you to tell me otherwise. I know you feel left out; I know you feel all titillated and unnerved because you can’t take part in my enjoyment. But lets face it…I don’t want to see dick unless it’s made of rubber and strapped on a GIRL!

What would you be thinking if a person wrote to you and said the following...

...I just want you to know that I'm sorry and I always will think of you...I thank you ...for being in my life for a time even if we'll always be apart...I promise to leave you to your life because that's only fair.

??????????

btw...this was not addressed to me!